[ Holding anyone but Floyd like this feels impossible. Even Rook's sometimes insufferable affections don't fall into this level of comfort. Nine months with his previous Dominant helped him with the more technical aspects of the city, but more along the lines of pulling a mask over his eyes. A way to block it out with feeling so he doesn't feel how his skin sometimes crawls.
It's difficult to let himself be touched, even more so to want to be touched, but he never has that thought with Floyd. Never does his skin feel like it's on fire or riddled with goosebumps when Floyd throws himself around him without so much as a warning, just... peace. No desire to pull away or having to fight that urge because it's what the city wants of him. No retreating to his room after sex because the thought of being held feels too much. Just quiet.
It's something he needs desperately still, even if he's getting a little better. His lips come to press against Floyd's cheek. No thought to bottle those precious tears for potions unlike he does for himself in very short supply. ]
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sometimes insufferableaffections don't fall into this level of comfort. Nine months with his previous Dominant helped him with the more technical aspects of the city, but more along the lines of pulling a mask over his eyes. A way to block it out with feeling so he doesn't feel how his skin sometimes crawls.It's difficult to let himself be touched, even more so to want to be touched, but he never has that thought with Floyd. Never does his skin feel like it's on fire or riddled with goosebumps when Floyd throws himself around him without so much as a warning, just... peace. No desire to pull away or having to fight that urge because it's what the city wants of him. No retreating to his room after sex because the thought of being held feels too much. Just quiet.
It's something he needs desperately still, even if he's getting a little better. His lips come to press against Floyd's cheek. No thought to bottle those precious tears for potions unlike he does for himself in very short supply. ]
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